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I'm closing this account. [Friday
Nov 17th, 06 at 7:24pm]
This LJ no longer suits me. It's got so much history that I don't want to be reminded of. I'm going to stop using it. Maybe delete it. I've added some of you to my new LJ, mentiradoce and if I forgot you, it was purely accidental, just add me and I'll add you back! ♥ Thanks. See you there. :P


What I have thus far of my novel... [Sunday
Nov 12th, 06 at 7:51pm]
[ mood | creative ]

keep in mind no editing has taken placeCollapse )

What do you think?

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Nov 11th, 06 at 7:15pm]

I joined... [Friday
Nov 10th, 06 at 11:32am]
[ mood | excited ]

NaNoWriMo. I know I'm kind of late, and I need to get my ass in gear, but I finally decided to actually do it this year. I've been thinking about doig it and never had the time, and then I was sitting here this morning, thinking about this weekend, and how I have nothing to do besides studying.

It's been a long time since I've written anything... and it looks like it'll be a little longer. *laughs* Teh boyfriend just called. He's free for the weekend, and is coming over. XD So much for writing. Oh well, I'll get started on the plot at some point. I have a few story ideas, but I've never tried to write a novel before. Dun DUN DUN... >.>

Well, I better go do the whole shower/shave/make-up/hair thing seeing as I'll be venturing into public this morning. I have a feeling that sweatpants, and a crappy t-shirt with no bra is not proper attire for going to a mall. >.> Well, I mean.. it COULD be, but I have self-respect... or... self-conciousness.. whatever you want to take it as..

I haven't done a real update in a while.. not since Richard read that gushy one about him from when we first started dating. Stupid MSN autmomatically signing in and letting him see that comment while I was sleeping. Oh well, it wasn't THAT bad. Just alot of 'I'm so glad Geoff brought him to that party'. Ugh. Too sappy. XD

Well, okay.. I really should go shower now.... *waves*


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I woke up early... [Friday
Nov 3rd, 06 at 12:27pm]
on my day off to clean today. Yep. Now I'm exhausted and sleepy and the house is only half clean. T.T I still have my room to do, but I'm definitely taking a nap before I get to that one. Richard's supposed to call me this afternoon. I have so much homework to do!

I'm calling my mom to see if she'll lend (aka give) me money. I wanna go out to her place today to do a shitload of laundry. I have an exam on tuesday. For a class I haven't gone to in forever, but I'll just read the book. The tests in her class are too easy.

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I can't believe I cried.. [Friday
Oct 27th, 06 at 4:16pm]
PMSing sucks on so many levels. I cried yesterday. Weird no? Worse, I cried in front of Richard. XD Crying sucks. We were just snuggling and I started to cry. It prolly had something to do with the fact that he jokingly pretended to call me another girls name about ten minutes before, and then continued to call me another girls name, and then pretended to forget my name, and so on. I was like *tears*. Sometimes I'm too sensitive.

I think I may actually pass stats this time. <3

Is being a dead schoolgirl for halloween too macabre?

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stolen from Geoff [Sunday
Oct 22nd, 06 at 7:50pm]
[ mood | amused ]

1) I have had sex while wearing a blindfold.
2) I have blindfolded someone during sex.
3) I have had sex while watching porn.
~Nope. I've watched porn then had sex.. does that count?
4) I have had sex while surfing porn on the internet.
~Nope. Uhhh.. odd...
5) I sleep better after sex.
~Doesn't everyone.
6) There are some nights when I can't sleep without sex or masturbating.
~Of course. I sleep best after an orgasm. XD
8) I get turned on knowing someone is watching me masturbate.
~Yeah. It's hot.
9) I have masturbated for someone over a webcam.
10) I have had sex over a webcam.
~?? You can do that?
11) I will have sex with someone I just met if he/she turns me on.
~ Not really. Maybe if I was drinking, but not usually.
12) I have been tied up during sex.
~Yep. It was fun.
13) I have had sex with someone who was tied up.
~On the to do list
14) I have dripped hot wax on a lover's body.
~Nope. O.o
15) I have had a lover drip hot wax on my body.
~Nope. O.o
16) I have a foot fetish.
~Nope, feet are icky
17) I have a leather fetish.
18) I have a tickle fetish.
~No, but I do enjoy using to torture people.
19) I like being choked during sex.
~ Only done it once, scary, fun, but mostly scary. XD
20) I have had sex in a burning building.
~No.. I'm sane.
21) I have erotic art on display somewhere in my residence.
~Does a penis water gun count?
22) I enjoy nudie magazines.
~I find them highly amusing.
23) Erotic toys are a regular part of my budget.
~ They used to be, now I'm poor.
24) I think Playboy is tame, maybe even boring.
25) I have clicked on porn links in my email.
~Once in a while
26) I know the difference between girl/girl and lesbian sex in porn.
~Nope, no idea.
27) I have watched more than one gay/lesbian porn film.
~ Hells yeah. Remember my yaoi obsession??
28) Much of what I know about sex comes from porn.
~Nope, originally from Cosmo, then real life happened. lol.
29) Interracial sex turns me on.
~Not any more than usual.
30) I think we should do more to understand the cultures of sex.
~ Nopes.
31) I would participate in sex research if given the opportunity.
32) My current lover does not meet my sexual needs.
~Untrue. My needs are met. XD
33) I currently have a crush on someone of the same sex.
~No girl crush for me.
34) I have had sex at my place of employment.
~ I just became unemployed.
35) I am often disappointed in my sexual relationships.
36) Some people might describe me as a nymphomaniac.
~Does it count if teh boyfriend has said that?
37) I am difficult to live with if I'm not having sex on a regular basis.
38) I sleep better with someone curled up next to me.
~Yep. If I'm not sleeping in the same bed as someone I wake up alot. Weird no?
39) I have had sex underwater.
40) I have had sex in the snow.
41) I am in a polyamorous relationship.
~Nope nope. I'm the jealous type.
42) I have to have music playing during sex.
~Nope, music distracts me.
43) I have had more than 10 orgasms in one night.
~Almost. I once had eight.
44) I have flashed strangers.
~Ummm.. once, when I was drinking as a teenager.
45) I have given sex as a gift.
~Nope, but I would if I thought it was wanted. XD
46) I have set-up a three-way for my lover.
~No, because I am possessive. lol
47) I stopped during this list to have sex.
~Nope. No boyfriend here to have sex with. Or I would have. >.>

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Pic post. [Sunday
Oct 22nd, 06 at 7:42pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Here's a pic of me and Richard


I'm totally bored.

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I wonder... [Monday
Sep 11th, 06 at 10:24pm]
[ mood | awake ]

if Brian will eventually stop trying to see me. He texted me today. Wanted me to go to Cheers to hang out with him. I just sighed. I didn't go. I thought about it, but he's just clinging to the hope he'll get in my pants again someday. And despite the many times I've told him it isn't gonna happen he still wishes it would. I can't be mean to him. But I'm starting to get tired of feeling guilty when he says we never hang out and he misses me.

Oh well. I don't need to feel bad because he wants me so much. Not like I can really stop it. *shrugs*

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I skipped class. [Monday
Sep 11th, 06 at 10:54am]
[ mood | horny ]

Stupid. It was stupid. I should've gone. I forgot to set my alarm and when Laura said to me "It's seven thirty five, are you going to class?" All I said was "MMmmm" and then I fell back asleep. I'm not going to do it anymore. I fixed my classes so that on the 8:30 day I only have that class so if I'm tired, I just have to drag myself to class, and then I can come home and sleep.

Might as well sum up the weekend. Went to get Richard saturday night, and who calls when I am half-way there but my mother. XD "Andrea, can you come pick up your clothes so I don't have to drive them over?"
The woman just washed them for me, it's not like I could say no. So I picked Richard up and we went to my parents. They were like "Hi, nice to meet you!! *go back to watching tv*" My parents are great. When I was talking to my dad later and I said well, that was awkward he said "What? We were watching a movie! Next time we'll get outthe rope, and the chair and the shiny light, and interrogate him good old fashioned style. Would you rather that?" I responded with "No, no, that's alright, just talk to people when I bring them home. You know, polite conversation or something."

Fast forward to Sunday. Richard, Laura and I went to the Ardmore for breakfast. The owner's mom I believe is the woman who was there serving. She's one of the former owners. Anyway, she was a sweet thing. So adorable. *^_^* We had breakfast, and then went over to the Oxford to see Grease. It was pay what you can and I paid 10$ for me and Laura. I love that movie, and despite a brief interruption for an almost electrical fire, it was good.

Later we came home. Richard and I went back to bed for a bit until Laura knocked on the door. This time I didn't yell Oh shit.XD I sid "What?" She wanted to go to The Pogue for supper. After much staring at each other in an attempt to make the other decide I finally told Laura we'd go. So we got up and ready to leave again, and downtown we went. Supper was okay, we were all cranky though. And then we called Stacy to see if she wanted to hang out.

I ended up driving Dan home, and then the rest of us went to Intencity (sp?) to play DDR. It was fun. Richard played a copmputer game while we danced..ish. XD It was fun, but I got really really tired and said we shuold leave soon. I was worried I wouldn't get up for class this morning. Oh well, I have all day and nothing to do, so I'll check the syllabus and read the chapters for it. STUDYING!! XD


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Hmm. All my old posts... [Saturday
Sep 9th, 06 at 7:36pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Seem to be emo/ugly day posts. I never posted anything happy then. I think that's strange because my life has almost never been really bad. I mean, if you don't count my dad's alcoholic years. Those werereally bad for me. But I mean it's no wonder I was so emo for a long time. Your dad yelling at you every day for not being good enough does that to you.

Ahh!I meant for this to be a happy post!! So HAPPYYYYYYY!! Okay, 1. not being fired, always good. Michelle says that I didn't even come close to being fired, and to stop worrying about it. 2. Going to see Richard inlike 20 minutes, again, always good. 3. Have sexy new panties, and a sexy new cami, which don't match. I picked the panties for tonight. XD 3. Finally got to buy the vest I wanted so much. It's a size 12. HAHAHA. They're made really big. XD 4. I might go to PEI next weekend CAUSE I DON'T HAVE TO WORK!! Can you feel my enthusiasm and relief guys, A WHOLE weekend where I don't have to do anything. Nothing. Just relax. Sweet sweet nothing. ♥ ♥

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It's times like this when I wish I had a clone slave... [Thursday
Sep 7th, 06 at 8:29am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Ugh. I have to go to two of my classes today, pay my tuition, refund some books, and possibly go to work. The only thing I really wanna do? Have one of those lazy days where you stay in bed until 2, just sleeping and thinking. I haven't actually done that in ages.

I'm starting to burn out. I can feel it. I'm starting to dread work. I already dread school. I wish I could go back in time and undo the fact I did summer courses. I would gladly do an extra year of school for some vacation time. I just need to make it to Christmas. No, that's a lie. I have to work ALOT at Christmas. *sighs* Maybe I'll quit and look for a new job in January?

Prolly not though. I need to have a way to pay rent. Ugh. Things are looking bleak for me right now. I know it's not true, and I have alot to be happy about. There are people who have things WAY worse than me. But I don't know. I feel like I can't keep this up for much longer. I'll start crying at work randomly or something. O.o Wouldn't that suck. I think maybe I just need some sleep. Tonight I'll go to bed early. If I don't work. *crosses fingers*

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Bad news, then the good stuff [Sunday
Sep 3rd, 06 at 7:43pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Bad- I don't qualify for a student loan this year because I failed Psych Stats. Yep. This is REALLY shitty news.

Good- Richard and Shade came over last night. Lauren, Darren, Meag, and Laura were there too. XD We watched movies and stuff and then slept. I got to snuggle.XD Sometimes I am actually shy you know. When getting to know someone new and I don't know how they expect me to act, that is when THE SHYNESS strikes. XD

Anyway, I'm happy, so yay. If you're in hali, go to the Pogue for Karaoke tomorrow. I'm doing Here I go again. Woot. And Insensitive.

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I feel neglected. [Wednesday
Aug 23rd, 06 at 10:40pm]
[ mood | sick ]

And I'm sick. I'm probably just blowing things out of proportion since I'm sick. It's probably just that I feel worse about it because I feel so shitty in general. I had to work tonight. I vomitted every hour. For 7 hours. Isn't that interesting?


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I'm in the gushy stage... [Tuesday
Aug 22nd, 06 at 9:17pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I think I should be quarantined. It's not cool. lol. He probly doesn't talk/think about me this much. I'm being a dork. A total dork. Yes I am. I drank KD today. I forgot my fork at home. That was an interesting experience. lol.


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I went to Richards last night.. [Monday
Aug 21st, 06 at 1:51pm]
[ mood | creative ]

It was fun. He talked me out of my pants. lol. We didn't have sex because I'm a good girl. lol. Shade forced an awkward yet funny discussion of whether or not we're a couple. Richard said he told him "I don't know if we're a couple, but I doubt she's sleeping with anyone else." I laughed. I'm not for the record. I hadn't planned on it. Haha. I had a lot of fun last night. Richard's so sweet. I really like him. <3 He's so cute. Okay. I'm done gushing. :P



Oh what to do if anything... [Sunday
Jul 30th, 06 at 8:14pm]
[ mood | confused ]

A bunch of people came over for one of our parties last night. It was really fun. ♥ I love parties. I invited Darrell and he showed up for a bit, then he hugged me and left. Didn't even try and kiss me. At this point Andie thought, oh, obviously Darrell isn't attracted to me, therefore I shouldn't wait around for him to fall for me, and should instead flirt/drunkenly hit on Geoff's friend Richard. Who seemed really nice. Anyway, I ended up taking him to my room, getting naked and giving him head/him reciprocating. It was very nice. Very fun and all. I liked him. He was a good kisser. And he complimented me a lot, always a plus. lol. Plus it was really sweet that he said we shouldn't have sex because I was drunk and he wasn't.

Then, and there is a big then, Darrell calls me up at 2:38 am, and asks what I'm up to. Caught me completely by suprise. I was positive he just wanted to be friends.

Bah. Drama. Again. How do I keep doing this to myself?!!

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I miss Walter... [Friday
Jul 28th, 06 at 9:31pm]
I know I sound like a broken record. I can't help it. Every time I think I'm finally okay, I'm finally completely over it I'll be reminded, and I'll miss him so badly it physically hurts. I think this is the worst I've been hurt in my entire life. The fact that he didn't think I was worth saying goodbye to hurts. The fact that he didn't think I was even worth breaking it off with hurts worse. I don't know what to do anymore.

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Lyrics [Tuesday
Jul 11th, 06 at 1:20am]
[ mood | crappy ]

SomeoneCollapse )

BelieveCollapse )

I'm a little depressed. Who knows why? PMS + no money + lots of extra work hours this week = Andie is too exhausted to clean or even go out. >.<;;


Lonely once again. [Saturday
Jul 8th, 06 at 10:41pm]
I could probably call someone, but I'm tired. I should probably sleep, but I'm awake. Today was long and short and in between. I don't know what I'm doing. Do I ever? Have you ever loved someone and never told them? I haven't. If I love someone they know.

Somehow the corner of my mouth has gotten bruised. And it wasn't from kissing as I haven't done that in a while. I'm sick. I hate this cold. Save me from my boredom.

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